I`m just so far gone, October`s own
Please leave me alone
Drunk off champagne, screaming in the phone
See my house is not a home, f**k is going on

Where did we go wrong? Where do we belong?
Caught up in the game and it`s one I can`t postpone
Meaning if it rains I`m the one it`s raining on
With my diamond chain`s on still nothing setting stone

Women borrow sweaters that I spray with my cologne
And tell me don`t forget them and I promise that I won`t
Feeling so distant from everyone I`ve known
To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone

Places we get flown, parties that we`ve thrown
I done more for this city than these rappers that have blown
It`s only been three years, look at how I`ve grown
I`m just in my zone, I call this s**t the calm

Yeah, but I`m the furthest thing from calm
Dedicated to my mom and I swear my word is bond
Everything will be okay and it won`t even take that long
You can see it in my face even read it on my palm

Leader of the new school, it`s proven and it`s known
I`m sittin` in a chair but in the future it`s a throne
I know you like to worry, it`d be better if you don`t
`Cause

You know everything gon` be all right, I promise
I apologize to you now, put y`all in this position [Incomprehensible]
40 Mama always say don`t ask permission
Just ask forgiveness you know so uh, forgive me, yeah, yeah

And life is so insane
Look what I became, tryna make a name
All my first dates are interrupted by my fame
Because every picture taken is a vantage you can gain

They love it when you smile
Unaware that it`s a strain
It`s a curse you gotta live with
When you`re born to entertain

Women need attention therefore women will complain
Develop hatred for men and say you`re the one to blame
Tryna enjoy myself with Terrence in Miami at the game
I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like Dwayne

It`s a weight that`s on my chest who ever spottin` me is playin`
So I`m liftin` all alone, trynin` not to get a sprain
Hopin` Western Junior doin` currency exchange
`Cause my dad called, it got me feeling guilty and ashamed

Like I had a Rolls and I went and got a range
And he payin` for his cigarettes
With some dollars and some change, damn

And I can only feel his pain
`Cause in Memphis, Tennessee there is only so much to attain
So I`m fillin` out the form at the counter once again
He say he love me, I just hope he doesn`t say that s**t in vain

I`m why your girls heart is in a slain call me Heartbreak Drake
I`m the hardest one to tame, as a man
I`m just honest as an artist, I`m a king
With my own set of problems that be sittin` on my brain

Yeah, and see this is the thang
What they viewin` as braggin` is the way that I maintain
The s**t I write while starin` out the window of a plane
Is the single handed reason I remain me, yeah

I said I call this s**t the calm
But I`m the furthest thing from calm
That`s why I`m putting on but they always wanna ask
What type of act you putting on, like damn